i'm looking around for a laptop now.
i was rather intent on buying a macbook but after comments here and there(not saying that the macbook's not good but more cause it might probably have problems syncing with some programmes and even with other windows comps) i think i might have to reconsider.
maybe toshiba. it's supposed to be good though.
my window keeps making all these cracking sounds. i'm really scared it'll like fall off soon or something.
well anyway, i think i'm just going to play burger island til training this evening and then after that dinner with my og mates.
yesterday i met fionne for lunch at lot 1. and i haven't been there since forever. i saw these chocolate eclairs from four leaves and it very randomly reminded me of andrea. like she used to love it so much. and we're not even friends now.
oh well. we were supposed to do something nice at my house(which we've been planning for the past wk) but cuase fionne as usual is still as inefficient, we didn't do it at all. we just played DS and burger island. i really hope to get my laptop soon. i want to play need for speed. like my this present laptop is so lousy in terms of GB i always don't have enough space to do anything..
i want to enrol for driving soon. think i'll tell my dad tonight or maybe tomorrow.
oh yes. yesterday the whole team met at ccab to do runs.
the thought of it sounded crazy, 4km in 18mins but it wasn't that bad.
so we ran 4k and 2x400m sprints. training again later. oh. the tom yam aunty doesn't want to let us eat student meal anymore. like so mean la. ): she say must wear sch uniform. so i guess no more student price even when sch starts. ): so sad.
jo's like leaving soon and i haven't talked to her since hk. shucks..
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
i watched harry potter yesterday!
it was relatively okay. i mean i don't know why. i think they were too abrupt with the scenes. it's like i haven't finished one scene then they had to switch to another one. not as satisfying as i thought.
oh well. at least the book's coming out this sat!
i think the book's much better. no pt just watching the movie i guess.
and oh ya. my mom got me out of bed at 8 this morning so we can have breakfast and rush to metro before the crowd. like i was rather happy with my purchases cause i think i bought the pore minimizer thing with moisturizer. FINALLY. and like some other stuff.
then the semis against crescent. was thinking there would be some big drama since nordin hates us so much. but there really wasn't. but big drama came from us alone. gosh. we won though. 5-1. finals agst tsians' next week.
had supper with wq, mas and mj. it's such a messy business.
ok. have stomach ache. bye
it was relatively okay. i mean i don't know why. i think they were too abrupt with the scenes. it's like i haven't finished one scene then they had to switch to another one. not as satisfying as i thought.
oh well. at least the book's coming out this sat!
i think the book's much better. no pt just watching the movie i guess.
and oh ya. my mom got me out of bed at 8 this morning so we can have breakfast and rush to metro before the crowd. like i was rather happy with my purchases cause i think i bought the pore minimizer thing with moisturizer. FINALLY. and like some other stuff.
then the semis against crescent. was thinking there would be some big drama since nordin hates us so much. but there really wasn't. but big drama came from us alone. gosh. we won though. 5-1. finals agst tsians' next week.
had supper with wq, mas and mj. it's such a messy business.
ok. have stomach ache. bye
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i'm back! from hk and camp. was a rather hectic two weeks. i feel like i haven't been at home for the longest time.
oh well. hong kong was fun. i haven't met hsin for damn long so it was really nice.
took the flight together last sat and we talked and mainly slept throughout the whole trip cause jo and hsin hardly slept.
then lisa came to fetch us so we went to macau cafe for pork buns/egg tarts/macau baked pork chop rice. i REALLY loved the rice. seriously. but i'm not into egg tarts and custard so it was ok. stayed at lisa's house cause easier for us to go in and out together and then i went granddad's house for dinner.
i seriously bought freaking alot of things. i'm q happy but i've never spent so much. we went this like wholesale place to shop one day and the women asked us if were buying for wholesale(meaning in bulk for sale). that's how much we bought. i met with my cousins and family like here and there and it was really q happy. i have to say the food wasn't really my cup of tea all the time throughout the trip. but on the last day i had a really nice dessert. i swear i'll go back there again.
well anyway, i bought krispy kremes for my brothers and kt (whom i wasn't sure whether she'll like it) but she did and i was rather efficient. i met her yesterday for dinner. i didn't go home. hah. i think she was slightly touched. we talked and laughed about q alot of things and i'm watching harry potter on SAT! yay.rather excited. semi finals agst crescent tomorrow. i'm so unfit. training later i think i'll die.
ok. bye.
oh well. hong kong was fun. i haven't met hsin for damn long so it was really nice.
took the flight together last sat and we talked and mainly slept throughout the whole trip cause jo and hsin hardly slept.
then lisa came to fetch us so we went to macau cafe for pork buns/egg tarts/macau baked pork chop rice. i REALLY loved the rice. seriously. but i'm not into egg tarts and custard so it was ok. stayed at lisa's house cause easier for us to go in and out together and then i went granddad's house for dinner.
i seriously bought freaking alot of things. i'm q happy but i've never spent so much. we went this like wholesale place to shop one day and the women asked us if were buying for wholesale(meaning in bulk for sale). that's how much we bought. i met with my cousins and family like here and there and it was really q happy. i have to say the food wasn't really my cup of tea all the time throughout the trip. but on the last day i had a really nice dessert. i swear i'll go back there again.
well anyway, i bought krispy kremes for my brothers and kt (whom i wasn't sure whether she'll like it) but she did and i was rather efficient. i met her yesterday for dinner. i didn't go home. hah. i think she was slightly touched. we talked and laughed about q alot of things and i'm watching harry potter on SAT! yay.rather excited. semi finals agst crescent tomorrow. i'm so unfit. training later i think i'll die.
ok. bye.
Thursday, July 05, 2007
okay...
just came back from the camp.
i'm really rather tired..haven't slept properly for so many days, i think i'll go back to sleep later for awhile before i meet jo and fiona and also go collect the air tickets.
hmmm. i think i need to think how much money i want to change. i feel like buying alot of things...anyway, i'm q happy. cause i just checked my mail and i got in for LLP/SEP! So i'm going to take french classes and go to either france/belgium for half a year. that's really really q exciting.
okay, more about the camp i guess. monday was fine. everything was a mess...meaning i can't remember what exactly happened...but i guess it was a good camp ULTIMATELY cuase every bonded q well and i think we're going to join FOC camp together next year. tuesday i have to say was rather boring except for fright night which was REALLY realistic and scary but i feel too draggy and long(cause of waiting time)....but overall. not too bad. made a few friends and i guess at least now i don't feel afraid to be left out or something on the first day cause i know q a few ppl. hahaha.
anyway i think my hair's been q ugly. ): shucks. rather sad...
but am q happy cause will be taking flight with hsin and jo!
just came back from the camp.
i'm really rather tired..haven't slept properly for so many days, i think i'll go back to sleep later for awhile before i meet jo and fiona and also go collect the air tickets.
hmmm. i think i need to think how much money i want to change. i feel like buying alot of things...anyway, i'm q happy. cause i just checked my mail and i got in for LLP/SEP! So i'm going to take french classes and go to either france/belgium for half a year. that's really really q exciting.
okay, more about the camp i guess. monday was fine. everything was a mess...meaning i can't remember what exactly happened...but i guess it was a good camp ULTIMATELY cuase every bonded q well and i think we're going to join FOC camp together next year. tuesday i have to say was rather boring except for fright night which was REALLY realistic and scary but i feel too draggy and long(cause of waiting time)....but overall. not too bad. made a few friends and i guess at least now i don't feel afraid to be left out or something on the first day cause i know q a few ppl. hahaha.
anyway i think my hair's been q ugly. ): shucks. rather sad...
but am q happy cause will be taking flight with hsin and jo!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
oh well.
on the bright side. it's next wk NEXT WEEK that i'll meet the food club and my cousins and relatives. omg. all my favourite ppl in one place. so happy! (:
i'm not q looking forward to camp on mon. cause i think we'll have to get wet(huh), get tanned(ewww), and wear bikini(triple eww). I mean at least that's what they said in the packing list. i'm going to refuse to wear one but they said we have to bring BOTH swim suit and bikini. so q gross right. that means they're for different purposes. I mean i don't really want to be out of place either so now how huh. have to like go for 48 hr liposuction or something.
ok. nvm. enough about swimwear. at least i think i won't be the fattest there. maybe 2nd fattest. ):
i'm so excited for shopping. i hope i find alot of clothes. seriously. and bags.
and weiqi,mel and mary coming for stayover,l word and italian feast(by me!) tomorrow. I hope i won't need to spend too much on the ingredients and hopefully it'll be q nice.
Then it's TWO games on sun.
oh well, busy week!
bye
on the bright side. it's next wk NEXT WEEK that i'll meet the food club and my cousins and relatives. omg. all my favourite ppl in one place. so happy! (:
i'm not q looking forward to camp on mon. cause i think we'll have to get wet(huh), get tanned(ewww), and wear bikini(triple eww). I mean at least that's what they said in the packing list. i'm going to refuse to wear one but they said we have to bring BOTH swim suit and bikini. so q gross right. that means they're for different purposes. I mean i don't really want to be out of place either so now how huh. have to like go for 48 hr liposuction or something.
ok. nvm. enough about swimwear. at least i think i won't be the fattest there. maybe 2nd fattest. ):
i'm so excited for shopping. i hope i find alot of clothes. seriously. and bags.
and weiqi,mel and mary coming for stayover,l word and italian feast(by me!) tomorrow. I hope i won't need to spend too much on the ingredients and hopefully it'll be q nice.
Then it's TWO games on sun.
oh well, busy week!
bye
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
omg omg omg.
i'm rather baffled/upset. do not understand why some ppl can't grow fat even though they eat so much. i need to find out how they do it. ):
well anyway, i'm so tired. but i'm not working today so am q happy. will go back to sleep after this and i think i'll meet phong, cherie and douya later for nancy drew.
i really want to watch the show but i'm a teeny bit apprehensive cause i spend alot this month and i don't want to spend anymore ):
and my mom still has not told me about hk. i need the FINAL confo from her before i buy thi tix. the prices keep rising. think cause of the lack of seats!! oh well. sun had game agst src. we won only 2-0. should have been more i think. but oh well.
and sat was house warming. was q nice. ph, fiona, zesa, jamie and kt came. but felt kinda short. well, everyone left while i talked to jamie somemore while her dad was ironing clothes. rather nice. and we have proceeded to writing snail mail now. i finally received her reply and am going to reply her later in the day i think.
anyway, i thought i was q okay with studying here, since it's like q comfy, no need to trouble too much and it seems to be an interesting enough course and blah blah blah...but i guess these few days i've been thinking more abt it. and i guess at the back of my mind i really really really want an approval still. oh no. please! can that be my birthday present!! but please don't wait til my bdae to give me!!
waiting waiting waiting. yesterday i emailed one of the schs to rush them and i'm damn scared they want to blacklist me already. ):
anyway, sun's sun was soo hot during the game, i think i grew darker. rather saddening. sigh. i'm going to remember to put sunblock this week.
bye.
i'm rather baffled/upset. do not understand why some ppl can't grow fat even though they eat so much. i need to find out how they do it. ):
well anyway, i'm so tired. but i'm not working today so am q happy. will go back to sleep after this and i think i'll meet phong, cherie and douya later for nancy drew.
i really want to watch the show but i'm a teeny bit apprehensive cause i spend alot this month and i don't want to spend anymore ):
and my mom still has not told me about hk. i need the FINAL confo from her before i buy thi tix. the prices keep rising. think cause of the lack of seats!! oh well. sun had game agst src. we won only 2-0. should have been more i think. but oh well.
and sat was house warming. was q nice. ph, fiona, zesa, jamie and kt came. but felt kinda short. well, everyone left while i talked to jamie somemore while her dad was ironing clothes. rather nice. and we have proceeded to writing snail mail now. i finally received her reply and am going to reply her later in the day i think.
anyway, i thought i was q okay with studying here, since it's like q comfy, no need to trouble too much and it seems to be an interesting enough course and blah blah blah...but i guess these few days i've been thinking more abt it. and i guess at the back of my mind i really really really want an approval still. oh no. please! can that be my birthday present!! but please don't wait til my bdae to give me!!
waiting waiting waiting. yesterday i emailed one of the schs to rush them and i'm damn scared they want to blacklist me already. ):
anyway, sun's sun was soo hot during the game, i think i grew darker. rather saddening. sigh. i'm going to remember to put sunblock this week.
bye.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
hello hello hello.
i'm so tired. but i guess i've been q happy.
sat's bbq am going to see ph, fiona, jamie and maybe kt and zesa.
sun game agst src.
work's ending soon!!
will be going bangkok with parents and meeting rest of family!! (: (:
and i THINK i will be able to go back hk with HSIN AND LISA!
i'm soo excited. my mom said as long as it doesn't clash with my other schedules!!
omg so fun.
think the two of them are two of my fav ppl in the world to hang out with and eat. seriously.
it's so exciting. i want to shop til i drop. i'm really excited about the food as well but the thought of putting on weight scares me. oh no. ):
and i want to pay for my ticket myself...but i want to buy a camera ( like for the longest time)...but am not willing to spend so much at a go. so HOW!?
anyway, as i was saying...i'm rather happy but at the back of mind i'm still bothered and slightly sad and stuff but i know i'm good at putting it behind so...
okok. bye.
i'm so tired. but i guess i've been q happy.
sat's bbq am going to see ph, fiona, jamie and maybe kt and zesa.
sun game agst src.
work's ending soon!!
will be going bangkok with parents and meeting rest of family!! (: (:
and i THINK i will be able to go back hk with HSIN AND LISA!
i'm soo excited. my mom said as long as it doesn't clash with my other schedules!!
omg so fun.
think the two of them are two of my fav ppl in the world to hang out with and eat. seriously.
it's so exciting. i want to shop til i drop. i'm really excited about the food as well but the thought of putting on weight scares me. oh no. ):
and i want to pay for my ticket myself...but i want to buy a camera ( like for the longest time)...but am not willing to spend so much at a go. so HOW!?
anyway, as i was saying...i'm rather happy but at the back of mind i'm still bothered and slightly sad and stuff but i know i'm good at putting it behind so...
okok. bye.
Friday, June 08, 2007
Thursday, June 07, 2007
am very sleepy but shall convert it to strength.
will maintain NO moodswing mode.
anyway, am meeting ktan today and wkends coming soon again so am quite happy.
think will call venssa(cousin) one of these days because she'll be going sydney soon and i'm q sad i can't afford(really $$ afford) to go with her. ): I want to get her a present though...but i think i've spent too much this month..
shall not bring so much snacks(even healthy ones) to work tomorrow...cause the more i bring the more i eat. need to control. and YES.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HSIN!! I"M SO SO SO SO SORRY i forgot. love you alot still. REALLY. i swear or else i shall die a hungry death(that's very sad).
okay, nothing much.
post more tomorrow.
bye
will maintain NO moodswing mode.
anyway, am meeting ktan today and wkends coming soon again so am quite happy.
think will call venssa(cousin) one of these days because she'll be going sydney soon and i'm q sad i can't afford(really $$ afford) to go with her. ): I want to get her a present though...but i think i've spent too much this month..
shall not bring so much snacks(even healthy ones) to work tomorrow...cause the more i bring the more i eat. need to control. and YES.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HSIN!! I"M SO SO SO SO SORRY i forgot. love you alot still. REALLY. i swear or else i shall die a hungry death(that's very sad).
okay, nothing much.
post more tomorrow.
bye
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i'm going to achieve a state of 'non-moodswing ness'.
i'm quite proud of my new goal.
decided to go abt accomplishing after what belin said.
feel rather energetic now. do not know why.
anyway, maybe i shall be more determined and start a diary like bridget jones. cause yesterday i was reading my blog entries, and memories of things i nv remebered doing came floating back.
that's a rather nice feeling i think.
shall do it soon.really. when i find a nice new notebook.(although i have alot) but i will not count my calories like her. it's too depressing...
yay. it's 6jun already...middle of month coming soon and then end of the month! shall start planning what i should do in jul. (:
i'm quite proud of my new goal.
decided to go abt accomplishing after what belin said.
feel rather energetic now. do not know why.
anyway, maybe i shall be more determined and start a diary like bridget jones. cause yesterday i was reading my blog entries, and memories of things i nv remebered doing came floating back.
that's a rather nice feeling i think.
shall do it soon.really. when i find a nice new notebook.(although i have alot) but i will not count my calories like her. it's too depressing...
yay. it's 6jun already...middle of month coming soon and then end of the month! shall start planning what i should do in jul. (:
Sunday, June 03, 2007
am at work.
and am feeling very tired. i hope my brother bothers to fix the internet @ home soon.
well,sat was nothing much...went shopping at ikea to get some accessories for home and ate dinner at some jap restaurant.
Rather okay cause price is reasonable + there's free coffee/tea and ice cream (that has too much air but is still okay cause = less fat and since it's free).
kt is coming back today i think. or one of this few days. kinda miss her cause haven't seen her for q abit.
i think i'm going bangkok end of july with my cousins and their families so i'm rather excited and happy. at least that's something to look forward to. and i'm looking forward also to end of this month so i can stop working and REST. (:
i marinated the rustic ribs yesterday....so i'll cook it today. shall see whether it's successful huh. think i shall bake a chocolate cake cause i haven't baked one for q awhile and belin said she loves it.
my posts are so boring i hope something exciting happens soon. ):
and am feeling very tired. i hope my brother bothers to fix the internet @ home soon.
well,sat was nothing much...went shopping at ikea to get some accessories for home and ate dinner at some jap restaurant.
Rather okay cause price is reasonable + there's free coffee/tea and ice cream (that has too much air but is still okay cause = less fat and since it's free).
kt is coming back today i think. or one of this few days. kinda miss her cause haven't seen her for q abit.
i think i'm going bangkok end of july with my cousins and their families so i'm rather excited and happy. at least that's something to look forward to. and i'm looking forward also to end of this month so i can stop working and REST. (:
i marinated the rustic ribs yesterday....so i'll cook it today. shall see whether it's successful huh. think i shall bake a chocolate cake cause i haven't baked one for q awhile and belin said she loves it.
my posts are so boring i hope something exciting happens soon. ):
Thursday, May 31, 2007
yesterday was a rather happy day. (:
nothing much in the morning. well, mainly i just met zf for dinner and we talked q alot. like it was good cause we used to be q close and stuff...then we stopped talking... for don't know what reason. but before met yesterday, was rather scared will be awkward and stuff. and this zesa kept laughing, but ended up it was rather light hearted, funny and q happy. and the best is we both thought so. and she's so nice somemore okay. she sent me to bus stop and waited for bus with me. hahahaha.
oh well, and it's happy today cause i'll meet hy for dinner, and then it's WEEKENDS! i'm really rather happy. somemore sunday is gossip day with zesa. !!
okay, bye. think will try to cook my rustic ribs this wkend.
nothing much in the morning. well, mainly i just met zf for dinner and we talked q alot. like it was good cause we used to be q close and stuff...then we stopped talking... for don't know what reason. but before met yesterday, was rather scared will be awkward and stuff. and this zesa kept laughing, but ended up it was rather light hearted, funny and q happy. and the best is we both thought so. and she's so nice somemore okay. she sent me to bus stop and waited for bus with me. hahahaha.
oh well, and it's happy today cause i'll meet hy for dinner, and then it's WEEKENDS! i'm really rather happy. somemore sunday is gossip day with zesa. !!
okay, bye. think will try to cook my rustic ribs this wkend.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
hello lisa.
good question. as i said. thinking about the whole hk thing makes me feel upset. i realized that cause everytime i think about it properly it affects my mood alot, i get depressed and i start giving attitudes to people.
so whoever has got it from me (mainly my parents and ppl at the office- who will all not see this) i'm really sorry.
watching miami ink now. I kinda like Kat. even though she's tattoo girl. i mean i'm not agst people with tattoos. but i just don't really like it? but this Kat from Miami Ink reminds me of my cousin Kat. hahah. random.
It's 24May now. i guess starting from here everything will just go by really quickly? Phong's birthday tomorrow, moving on sat, game on sunday...then it's going to be end of the month soon.
Went to see the house yesterday, and i think the kitchen's my favourite room. It's not like super high tech or anything but i just really like it. can't wait to try out the new oven.
hmm...i hope grandma blesses me though...please please please...
bye.
good question. as i said. thinking about the whole hk thing makes me feel upset. i realized that cause everytime i think about it properly it affects my mood alot, i get depressed and i start giving attitudes to people.
so whoever has got it from me (mainly my parents and ppl at the office- who will all not see this) i'm really sorry.
watching miami ink now. I kinda like Kat. even though she's tattoo girl. i mean i'm not agst people with tattoos. but i just don't really like it? but this Kat from Miami Ink reminds me of my cousin Kat. hahah. random.
It's 24May now. i guess starting from here everything will just go by really quickly? Phong's birthday tomorrow, moving on sat, game on sunday...then it's going to be end of the month soon.
Went to see the house yesterday, and i think the kitchen's my favourite room. It's not like super high tech or anything but i just really like it. can't wait to try out the new oven.
hmm...i hope grandma blesses me though...please please please...
bye.
Monday, May 21, 2007
hello.
watching this bobby chin show. think he's really retarded. rather funny actually. well, anyway, sun's game agst hollandse was rather good cause we won 7-0 even though we still had 20 mins of game and they forfeited it/the umpires cancelled it cause of their lack of sportsmanship and refusal to accept the fact they lost. i bet they were just very very embarrassed because the girls are only like 15 years old? and much smaller in size pls.
oh well. i was feeling rather sad the other day, so i think i'd try to be nicer to everyone and control my temper. think it shows too obviously on my face and actions and that's not good.
anyway, i think i'm starting to gradually get more tuned to the fact that i'm going to study in spore. in nus. i guess i'm rather pysched about the course, but as you know...i have to get over alot of things like dreams and blah blah blah. i don't think most ppl will understand. at least so far, anyone who's older than me doesn't understand. but oh well. doesn't matter.
moving house on sat. i'm rather excited actually.
and hsin!! oh my god. she's so brave and cool! going sydney to study baking. like gosh. i'm excited for her. (:
ok, i have got nothing much to say, just that i shall attempt to lose some weight and save some money. ATTEMPT.
okay. bye/
watching this bobby chin show. think he's really retarded. rather funny actually. well, anyway, sun's game agst hollandse was rather good cause we won 7-0 even though we still had 20 mins of game and they forfeited it/the umpires cancelled it cause of their lack of sportsmanship and refusal to accept the fact they lost. i bet they were just very very embarrassed because the girls are only like 15 years old? and much smaller in size pls.
oh well. i was feeling rather sad the other day, so i think i'd try to be nicer to everyone and control my temper. think it shows too obviously on my face and actions and that's not good.
anyway, i think i'm starting to gradually get more tuned to the fact that i'm going to study in spore. in nus. i guess i'm rather pysched about the course, but as you know...i have to get over alot of things like dreams and blah blah blah. i don't think most ppl will understand. at least so far, anyone who's older than me doesn't understand. but oh well. doesn't matter.
moving house on sat. i'm rather excited actually.
and hsin!! oh my god. she's so brave and cool! going sydney to study baking. like gosh. i'm excited for her. (:
ok, i have got nothing much to say, just that i shall attempt to lose some weight and save some money. ATTEMPT.
okay. bye/
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
hello. it's 847 in the morning and i'm going to work soon.
i told my boss yesterday i'm going to stop working end of this mth, so i guess that's it. don't know whetehr i'll regret though...cause like what if i don't have money to spend during the hols? hahaa. i think i'll go find something light hearted and you know less tiring and time consuming to do...
anyway, i'll have to pack up and clean up my new house....so i guess that's something to do. and i can try out the new oven. (:
oh well, i kinda wished this month would pass quickly...i guess it would. had training yesterday, am i'm q tired. training again tomorrow. my life's q boring.
oh well...okay, bye.
i told my boss yesterday i'm going to stop working end of this mth, so i guess that's it. don't know whetehr i'll regret though...cause like what if i don't have money to spend during the hols? hahaa. i think i'll go find something light hearted and you know less tiring and time consuming to do...
anyway, i'll have to pack up and clean up my new house....so i guess that's something to do. and i can try out the new oven. (:
oh well, i kinda wished this month would pass quickly...i guess it would. had training yesterday, am i'm q tired. training again tomorrow. my life's q boring.
oh well...okay, bye.
Monday, May 14, 2007
am rather pissed off with ntu you know.
actually more specifically this stupid ntu who takes calls. like waliao. take calls=service industry right. talk until as if i owe her something and make me sound so dumb.gosh
just wanted to check whether they've recieved my new address cause they didn't reply me or acknowledge it!! tsk.
and the french calss is also killing me softly. feel so cheated. now they're going to push back the lessons for like 3 weeks. what if i'm not free in aug huh!
that stupid woman. before i registered she called like all the time to ask me to go odown to make payment...and sound so friendly. yesterday when i called to get back a refund cause i'm so pissed...she just never call me back. waliao.
i think i'm working too hard and feeling too stressed. i don't think i want to work anymore!!!
but i don't know what i'm going to do when i stop working. and also...the thought of having no income makes me feel sad. i think i'm rather a materialistic person. but i guess there's no harm as long as you don't hurt anyone right.. i mean it's not like i'll choose money at the expense of people around me and stuff like that right...
so anyway, i just realized saufung is studying in hku now!!! i'm going to ask her to tell me more...
next to my holiday plans. i might be going perth in july with my mom and dad to visit my sick aunt. kathleen and i want to go sydney to accompany our homesick cousin....and i might be going bkk end july. so i got to plan my time properly and see how...
okok. i'm not working today. going to go cj to collect my cert and meet phong to slack..i'm q happy because i've been feeling so sick lately( as in not sick sick but just upset and uncomfortable) i think the break would be good. yesterday i was in such a bad mood i almost wanted to tell my boss i want to quit immediately.
I'm q upset cause it has shown me that i can't control my emotions. ): have to work on that. okay, lisa you say you'll call me!! hahahah.
bye
actually more specifically this stupid ntu who takes calls. like waliao. take calls=service industry right. talk until as if i owe her something and make me sound so dumb.gosh
just wanted to check whether they've recieved my new address cause they didn't reply me or acknowledge it!! tsk.
and the french calss is also killing me softly. feel so cheated. now they're going to push back the lessons for like 3 weeks. what if i'm not free in aug huh!
that stupid woman. before i registered she called like all the time to ask me to go odown to make payment...and sound so friendly. yesterday when i called to get back a refund cause i'm so pissed...she just never call me back. waliao.
i think i'm working too hard and feeling too stressed. i don't think i want to work anymore!!!
but i don't know what i'm going to do when i stop working. and also...the thought of having no income makes me feel sad. i think i'm rather a materialistic person. but i guess there's no harm as long as you don't hurt anyone right.. i mean it's not like i'll choose money at the expense of people around me and stuff like that right...
so anyway, i just realized saufung is studying in hku now!!! i'm going to ask her to tell me more...
next to my holiday plans. i might be going perth in july with my mom and dad to visit my sick aunt. kathleen and i want to go sydney to accompany our homesick cousin....and i might be going bkk end july. so i got to plan my time properly and see how...
okok. i'm not working today. going to go cj to collect my cert and meet phong to slack..i'm q happy because i've been feeling so sick lately( as in not sick sick but just upset and uncomfortable) i think the break would be good. yesterday i was in such a bad mood i almost wanted to tell my boss i want to quit immediately.
I'm q upset cause it has shown me that i can't control my emotions. ): have to work on that. okay, lisa you say you'll call me!! hahahah.
bye
am rather pissed off with ntu you know.
actually more specifically this stupid ntu who takes calls. like waliao. take calls=service industry right. talk until as if i owe her something and make me sound so dumb.gosh
just wanted to check whether they've recieved my new address cause they didn't reply me or acknowledge it!! tsk.
and the french calss is also killing me softly. feel so cheated. now they're going to push back the lessons for like 3 weeks. what if i'm not free in aug huh!
that stupid woman. before i registered she called like all the time to ask me to go odown to make payment...and sound so friendly. yesterday when i called to get back a refund cause i'm so pissed...she just never call me back. waliao.
i think i'm working too hard and feeling too stressed. i don't think i want to work anymore!!!
but i don't know what i'm going to do when i stop working. and also...the thought of having no income makes me feel sad. i think i'm rather a materialistic person. but i guess there's no harm as long as you don't hurt anyone right.. i mean it's not like i'll choose money at the expense of people around me and stuff like that right...
so anyway, i just realized saufung is studying in hku now!!! i'm going to ask her to tell me more...
next to my holiday plans. i might be going perth in july with my mom and dad to visit my sick aunt. kathleen and i want to go sydney to accompany our homesick cousin....and i might be going bkk end july. so i got to plan my time properly and see how...
okok. i'm not working today. going to go cj to collect my cert and meet phong to slack..i'm q happy because i've been feeling so sick lately( as in not sick sick but just upset and uncomfortable) i think the break would be good. yesterday i was in such a bad mood i almost wanted to tell my boss i want to quit immediately.
I'm q upset cause it has shown me that i can't control my emotions. ): have to work on that. okay, lisa you say you'll call me!! hahahah.
bye
actually more specifically this stupid ntu who takes calls. like waliao. take calls=service industry right. talk until as if i owe her something and make me sound so dumb.gosh
just wanted to check whether they've recieved my new address cause they didn't reply me or acknowledge it!! tsk.
and the french calss is also killing me softly. feel so cheated. now they're going to push back the lessons for like 3 weeks. what if i'm not free in aug huh!
that stupid woman. before i registered she called like all the time to ask me to go odown to make payment...and sound so friendly. yesterday when i called to get back a refund cause i'm so pissed...she just never call me back. waliao.
i think i'm working too hard and feeling too stressed. i don't think i want to work anymore!!!
but i don't know what i'm going to do when i stop working. and also...the thought of having no income makes me feel sad. i think i'm rather a materialistic person. but i guess there's no harm as long as you don't hurt anyone right.. i mean it's not like i'll choose money at the expense of people around me and stuff like that right...
so anyway, i just realized saufung is studying in hku now!!! i'm going to ask her to tell me more...
next to my holiday plans. i might be going perth in july with my mom and dad to visit my sick aunt. kathleen and i want to go sydney to accompany our homesick cousin....and i might be going bkk end july. so i got to plan my time properly and see how...
okok. i'm not working today. going to go cj to collect my cert and meet phong to slack..i'm q happy because i've been feeling so sick lately( as in not sick sick but just upset and uncomfortable) i think the break would be good. yesterday i was in such a bad mood i almost wanted to tell my boss i want to quit immediately.
I'm q upset cause it has shown me that i can't control my emotions. ): have to work on that. okay, lisa you say you'll call me!! hahahah.
bye
Monday, April 23, 2007
i was just reading someone's blog out of i would call it boredom, habit and to check if there's anything new.
Well anyway, i agree with zesa. why keep talking about the past?
i mean definitely, we should think about the past, because no one, not your friends, yourself or even i for that matter think you should forget about it and start anew.
I totally understand how friends you've left behind, who aren't there for you all the time or with you all the time makes you feel sad many a times and stuff....but doesn't talking about it all the time bore them?
I was talking to my colleague yesterday and we were just talking about friends, family and blah blah. and we all agreed that good/best friends don't need to see each other all the time to be consdiered as best friends. It's like cause they're married, have their own commitments, they can't possibly meet as often. But as long as we know if we need help or something they'll be there, that's a friend.
So it got me thinking: firstly, hey, why do you keep talking about the same ppl or things (even i don't know you). and secondly, it made me feel much better about my relationships with my dearest friends(i hope it's not an excuse..haha).and thirdly, andrew and leon were trying to drill into me that you're not a friend. because we should never use the word lightly. and friends are not one sided. it's two.
oh well. boring post. bye. just some comments straight from the mind.
Well anyway, i agree with zesa. why keep talking about the past?
i mean definitely, we should think about the past, because no one, not your friends, yourself or even i for that matter think you should forget about it and start anew.
I totally understand how friends you've left behind, who aren't there for you all the time or with you all the time makes you feel sad many a times and stuff....but doesn't talking about it all the time bore them?
I was talking to my colleague yesterday and we were just talking about friends, family and blah blah. and we all agreed that good/best friends don't need to see each other all the time to be consdiered as best friends. It's like cause they're married, have their own commitments, they can't possibly meet as often. But as long as we know if we need help or something they'll be there, that's a friend.
So it got me thinking: firstly, hey, why do you keep talking about the same ppl or things (even i don't know you). and secondly, it made me feel much better about my relationships with my dearest friends(i hope it's not an excuse..haha).and thirdly, andrew and leon were trying to drill into me that you're not a friend. because we should never use the word lightly. and friends are not one sided. it's two.
oh well. boring post. bye. just some comments straight from the mind.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i guess my last post was supposedly too emo.
even though it wasn't meant to be like that.
was just a blbabber of what i was thinking and blah blah blah.
i wasn't that down or whatever at all.
Anyway, on a lighter note. I'm not working today!
I'm rather happy (even though it's cause i'm sick) and my boss say she wants to charge me 150 for not turning up last min -according to airport conditions. like what the hell?! haha. and also canse if i don't go work she'll lose sales.
although i know she's joking...
well, anyway,
my cousin's uncle, or so to speak emailed me a list of qns he's q sure would help me do well for the interview. and even though i'm so thankful, i'm so freaked out by it too!! it's crazy...
i hate qns where i have to talk about my weakness, what i want from life...blah blah blah..my future.
i mean these qns i know are stuff i've talked it before to various random ppl and stuff, but in front of ppl whom you don't know and to make it sound professional??! that's the worse thing ever.
oh well....shall starat thinking about how i should prepeare for it...
even though it wasn't meant to be like that.
was just a blbabber of what i was thinking and blah blah blah.
i wasn't that down or whatever at all.
Anyway, on a lighter note. I'm not working today!
I'm rather happy (even though it's cause i'm sick) and my boss say she wants to charge me 150 for not turning up last min -according to airport conditions. like what the hell?! haha. and also canse if i don't go work she'll lose sales.
although i know she's joking...
well, anyway,
my cousin's uncle, or so to speak emailed me a list of qns he's q sure would help me do well for the interview. and even though i'm so thankful, i'm so freaked out by it too!! it's crazy...
i hate qns where i have to talk about my weakness, what i want from life...blah blah blah..my future.
i mean these qns i know are stuff i've talked it before to various random ppl and stuff, but in front of ppl whom you don't know and to make it sound professional??! that's the worse thing ever.
oh well....shall starat thinking about how i should prepeare for it...
Saturday, March 24, 2007
what's going on in my friend's lives?
i think i'm a really lousy friend.
i just have so many commitments, i don't have time to rest enough and still have time to meet up with my friends.
i guess maybe it's just an excuse i give to myself all the time, but to a certain extent i think maybe they're not really that interested to meet up also.
not that i'm grumbling/complaining about them( although maybe i am abit), but i just have a very me/myself and i life now. i don't know why, but i just like doing things for ppl. maybe in a bad sense it just makes me satisfied that i'm doing stuff for others, that they're making use of me. and all that fills me up and make me feel better. i think that must be it. i don't think i'm that generous/almighty/wonderful to be so sacrificial. it's rather sad actually.
but maybe i have really weird thoughts because there's no proper avenue for me tell someone how i feel. maybe there is if i try. but it's not comforting enough or maybe subconsciously i'm just blocking everyone out because i wish for something that might never come true.
sometimes i don't think i ask for much, but i understand it's hard to give/get ( depending on which party you're looking at). The other time favril and veendo sent me home, favril was talking about how i don't trust ppl easily (amongst many other things he sees even though we don't talk much). i never thought of it that way but i think i'm starting to do so. and maybe that's why i relate to ave maria so much.
i wish the day would come when i can just tell whatever i feel. but there's the danger of losing the friendship(if you can call it that) totally and i don't want that to happen. sigh. the decisions one has to make in life.
i think i'm a really lousy friend.
i just have so many commitments, i don't have time to rest enough and still have time to meet up with my friends.
i guess maybe it's just an excuse i give to myself all the time, but to a certain extent i think maybe they're not really that interested to meet up also.
not that i'm grumbling/complaining about them( although maybe i am abit), but i just have a very me/myself and i life now. i don't know why, but i just like doing things for ppl. maybe in a bad sense it just makes me satisfied that i'm doing stuff for others, that they're making use of me. and all that fills me up and make me feel better. i think that must be it. i don't think i'm that generous/almighty/wonderful to be so sacrificial. it's rather sad actually.
but maybe i have really weird thoughts because there's no proper avenue for me tell someone how i feel. maybe there is if i try. but it's not comforting enough or maybe subconsciously i'm just blocking everyone out because i wish for something that might never come true.
sometimes i don't think i ask for much, but i understand it's hard to give/get ( depending on which party you're looking at). The other time favril and veendo sent me home, favril was talking about how i don't trust ppl easily (amongst many other things he sees even though we don't talk much). i never thought of it that way but i think i'm starting to do so. and maybe that's why i relate to ave maria so much.
i wish the day would come when i can just tell whatever i feel. but there's the danger of losing the friendship(if you can call it that) totally and i don't want that to happen. sigh. the decisions one has to make in life.
hmm...
i'm reading this book called big stone gap. It's rather real and imaginable and all that stuff, and i wonder if i'll ever turn out like that.
anyway, yesterday after the dinner i just had a lot of my mind.
i can't phrase my thoughts. goodness.
but anyway, in the book, ave maria was talking about how she wanted to tell theodore (her best friend) that if everyone was dying on these earth, and she could only save one person...she'd definitely save him without thinking. but she didn't.
I think so. can't remember exactly.
it's rather cliche maybe, but a great part of the book just brings alot of thoughts into one's mind..
i'm reading this book called big stone gap. It's rather real and imaginable and all that stuff, and i wonder if i'll ever turn out like that.
anyway, yesterday after the dinner i just had a lot of my mind.
i can't phrase my thoughts. goodness.
but anyway, in the book, ave maria was talking about how she wanted to tell theodore (her best friend) that if everyone was dying on these earth, and she could only save one person...she'd definitely save him without thinking. but she didn't.
I think so. can't remember exactly.
it's rather cliche maybe, but a great part of the book just brings alot of thoughts into one's mind..
Saturday, March 10, 2007
hellooo..
going to nus/smu with huiying and some of the class ppl later i think.
i'm seriously actually q lazy to cause i bet i'll have to spend more than 2 bucks on my one way trip there and it's so far away. and this huiying will always be late...and i'll have to stand ard like an idiot waiting for her.
anyway,
before i go i think i'll go to see the chinese doctor first cause i hurt my back.
and i'm rather upset about this stupid hurt back.
it better get better by next wk. i'm so intent and excited for next wk's game.
you know i haven't even decided what course i want to do in spore/actually i don't even know what's there to do.
gosh. i know it sounds damn bad cause it sounds like i'm not interested.
but thing is i'm really really more interested in going back hk to study so i'm subconsciously doing nothing about my spore uni life. i suck.
well anyway, i hope stella gets well by today. i haven't seen jan, hwee, hy and her for so long. it'll be a great day if we can all go out.
and oh ya. this hsin. she's soooooo cool. she wants to go culinary school!! me too!! but i won't do it la. i think i'll do it more for like interest and stuff...haha
okay. gtg watch travel and living. bye.
oh ya. i'm moving hse soon.
going to nus/smu with huiying and some of the class ppl later i think.
i'm seriously actually q lazy to cause i bet i'll have to spend more than 2 bucks on my one way trip there and it's so far away. and this huiying will always be late...and i'll have to stand ard like an idiot waiting for her.
anyway,
before i go i think i'll go to see the chinese doctor first cause i hurt my back.
and i'm rather upset about this stupid hurt back.
it better get better by next wk. i'm so intent and excited for next wk's game.
you know i haven't even decided what course i want to do in spore/actually i don't even know what's there to do.
gosh. i know it sounds damn bad cause it sounds like i'm not interested.
but thing is i'm really really more interested in going back hk to study so i'm subconsciously doing nothing about my spore uni life. i suck.
well anyway, i hope stella gets well by today. i haven't seen jan, hwee, hy and her for so long. it'll be a great day if we can all go out.
and oh ya. this hsin. she's soooooo cool. she wants to go culinary school!! me too!! but i won't do it la. i think i'll do it more for like interest and stuff...haha
okay. gtg watch travel and living. bye.
oh ya. i'm moving hse soon.
Friday, February 09, 2007
helloooo.
game agst jansenites later. can't wait for the big showdown huh.
haha. anyway, yesterday aft trng i met zesa and we went hc to look for yuani before we had dinner.
we were just talking bout how it's like redhill mkt times, so we talked about alot of shit like what happened last time and all the things we used to do. it was so funny.
this zesa enlightened me about so much stuff somemore. haha
anyway, so o levels was out yesterday.
i wonder when ours would be out. so scary.
but on a lighter note, i guess i've been having a nice time these few days (Besidess the fact that my money bank is running dry).
training has been good, and i have work to occupy my time so that's great.
i haven't heard from lisa in ages.
i wonder whether she really died somewhere.
and HSIN. i don't know what's her new blog address...and i haven't seen her in AGES.
please hsin tell me and msg me to go out some day!! jo wants to meet you too!!
actually considering jo's in sing i haven't seen her for q awhile recently as well.
anyway, i really want to eat the steamboat buffet at tiong bahru...
does any want to go??
oh well. my entry is so freaking retarded.
):
i hope school starts soon so i get abit more intellectual. gosh.
game agst jansenites later. can't wait for the big showdown huh.
haha. anyway, yesterday aft trng i met zesa and we went hc to look for yuani before we had dinner.
we were just talking bout how it's like redhill mkt times, so we talked about alot of shit like what happened last time and all the things we used to do. it was so funny.
this zesa enlightened me about so much stuff somemore. haha
anyway, so o levels was out yesterday.
i wonder when ours would be out. so scary.
but on a lighter note, i guess i've been having a nice time these few days (Besidess the fact that my money bank is running dry).
training has been good, and i have work to occupy my time so that's great.
i haven't heard from lisa in ages.
i wonder whether she really died somewhere.
and HSIN. i don't know what's her new blog address...and i haven't seen her in AGES.
please hsin tell me and msg me to go out some day!! jo wants to meet you too!!
actually considering jo's in sing i haven't seen her for q awhile recently as well.
anyway, i really want to eat the steamboat buffet at tiong bahru...
does any want to go??
oh well. my entry is so freaking retarded.
):
i hope school starts soon so i get abit more intellectual. gosh.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
i finished watching la femme desperado. it's rather good.
it's so funny. i hated the ending til like the read ending, and then i loved every min of it. anyway, in case anyone's wondering...it's not some spanish/french or whatever show. haha.
think i'm goign to watch it again with my mom.
anyway, i'm not going to take sats tomorrow cause i haven't started studying and i'm sooo not prepared. so too bad.
shall go for hockey trng later and i'm waiting for the spinelli ppl to call me.
okay...nothing much to look forward to i guess except to the unglam ppl's bbq on the 3rd of feb(which i haven't booked the pit yet)-i'll go later!! haha.
and that's it i guess.
it'll be like my wish above all wishes to get a reply by feb. omg, then my life would be so happy and i would at last have something SOLID to look forward to and prepare for and to think about. seriously.
hmmm...i was reading the emails that i used to send ot lisa and jo. maybe we should start doing it again...at least we talked about substantial stuff...rather than on blogs, cause blogs are meant for everyone i guess..
but anyway, may all things go well for me and everyone.
amen.
it's so funny. i hated the ending til like the read ending, and then i loved every min of it. anyway, in case anyone's wondering...it's not some spanish/french or whatever show. haha.
think i'm goign to watch it again with my mom.
anyway, i'm not going to take sats tomorrow cause i haven't started studying and i'm sooo not prepared. so too bad.
shall go for hockey trng later and i'm waiting for the spinelli ppl to call me.
okay...nothing much to look forward to i guess except to the unglam ppl's bbq on the 3rd of feb(which i haven't booked the pit yet)-i'll go later!! haha.
and that's it i guess.
it'll be like my wish above all wishes to get a reply by feb. omg, then my life would be so happy and i would at last have something SOLID to look forward to and prepare for and to think about. seriously.
hmmm...i was reading the emails that i used to send ot lisa and jo. maybe we should start doing it again...at least we talked about substantial stuff...rather than on blogs, cause blogs are meant for everyone i guess..
but anyway, may all things go well for me and everyone.
amen.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
i realized i haven't blogged for ages so i shall now since i'm at home and i have seriously nothing to do.
came back from hk, had hockey trainings 3 times a wk. and that's all.
i'm not working so i try my best to sleep til as late as possible (although i tend to wake up feeling lazy, that i've wasted alot of my time and get a headache)
i really wish for sch to start soon.
but that depends on what school i go to.
you know when you were in sec sch or even pri sch choice of schs were a simple which do you want to go too. a whole darn list.
but now i have to choose the country, take note of the course, the fees, the cost of living, the duration, the period to apply, my mom's mood, and all sorts of implications that come with it.
actually the main problem is jsut with the universities in hk. if they give me a faster reply i wouldn't need to be worried abt all these sorta nonsense and i'd be able to save myself from all the crazy nagging and rantings.
it's crazy how we're always in this crazy competition to plan for our future.
like what's the future like? and why do we have to plan?
you know ppl always ask us to plan for the future and then my dad says you can't do so. like what's the deal.
sometimes ppl just expect alot of everything and i guess i shall learn to just appreciate what i have and i'll feel much happier.
came back from hk, had hockey trainings 3 times a wk. and that's all.
i'm not working so i try my best to sleep til as late as possible (although i tend to wake up feeling lazy, that i've wasted alot of my time and get a headache)
i really wish for sch to start soon.
but that depends on what school i go to.
you know when you were in sec sch or even pri sch choice of schs were a simple which do you want to go too. a whole darn list.
but now i have to choose the country, take note of the course, the fees, the cost of living, the duration, the period to apply, my mom's mood, and all sorts of implications that come with it.
actually the main problem is jsut with the universities in hk. if they give me a faster reply i wouldn't need to be worried abt all these sorta nonsense and i'd be able to save myself from all the crazy nagging and rantings.
it's crazy how we're always in this crazy competition to plan for our future.
like what's the future like? and why do we have to plan?
you know ppl always ask us to plan for the future and then my dad says you can't do so. like what's the deal.
sometimes ppl just expect alot of everything and i guess i shall learn to just appreciate what i have and i'll feel much happier.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
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