haha.
today is not toooo bad a day lah
bought ALOT of food.
am gonna grow fat pls. i already planned the whole of my tomorrow's menu...
(:
but it makes me happy...!
even though after a while i'll be sad lah.
sigh. no clothes!!
and maths is killing me softly...with this song. tsk.

sigh.
thinking abt things make me fee pissed.
reallyy.
suppposed to go back crescent with jo they all tomorrow but not sure whether we're still going back.
anywyay...
i'm q affected u know.
i really hope u'll treat me nicer.
this really feels like all the other time when i just lost a friend JUST like that.
reallyy. maybe u're really busy?
but i still hope u'll at least talk to me?
i wished there were times when u would call me or msg me or at least msn? to talk abt things bothering you. i wish i was part of ur life. at least abit. i wish i could do all those heart wrenching. tiring stuff that u have to do everyday, the nonsense u get everyday you know...i wish i could.
if it would help you.
but nope. u won't share with me.
nope. u like to pangseh me.
and yes.i'm inexistent maybe.
sometimes u treat me nice. and i think otherwise.
but many a time i feel like i can't take it.
maybe you should at least tell me. so that i would stop lying to myself.
that i actually do have a place somewhere in ur heart. dat actually. we are friends.
tsk lah. maybe we're not.
maybe it's just what i hope it would be.
and thanks for making me not able to watch mr and mrs smith.

darlingg jojo is backk.
i'm just waiting for fat lisaa. hahha
anyway today got econs exams.
abit screwed. but hopefully i can pass..
blah.
jw and stella really too much. but this few days not bad lah...we online and slp q late.
haha. and abit talk abt pyjamas and nescafe.
and they are soooper irritating abt the vintage thingy thingy...
hahaha.
ate at susan's. real full.
and qiqi is DAMN funny...
haha...adel. can die loh
and the polka dots woman it's like oh man. too much.
pls lah. only polka dots!won't die can.
tsk.
well well.
talke abit with stella todayy.
and jojo is a sweetie.(:
and i feel happier bout myself cause i'm not a sore loser.
hahah.well. i feel as exams are over lah.
and many many days to meet up with jojo. and food club soon! EXCITING. hahhaa.

hellooooo.
(:(:
todayy is a prettyy good day.
although abit not much moneyy. and abit not too funnyy...
okay whatever.
history today.
was okay lah. at least i didn't die in the exam hall. and i cld write 3 pgs each.
more than usual test lah. even though it's 16pgs altogether...
q marvellous right. haha. i know.
anyywayy.
I REALLY NEED AND WANT TO PASS.
plspls. it's pyjamas going bananas and nescafe u know.
really really.
oh man. actually i secretly want to do more than pass lah. but aiyah whatever.
hahaha. of course right. who don't want.
stoopid.
anywayy..pyjamas is just too hot and too nice today!
really really. even though she look tired and all lah.
and she's so damn bloody nice to poor sam! sam is so poor thing lah...really feel for her. like we keep trying to find her the whole aftnn kind...
but sam is just too bad. don't want to let me know bout pyjamas loh...
blah. anywayy...went look around with jw and stayla.
haha. not bad lah. q fun. jw try skirt.
then talk rubbish. and chill ABIT. and carry like a super duper cannot make it heavy bag.
stayla is very very funny.
HAH. almost bought this really stella kind of bag.
but anywayy...we went ralph lauren and i reallllllyyyyyyyyyy want to buy this pair of slip ons!
okokokok. i shall get joelle's comment when she comes. i know lisa and hsin will be like it's ugly and not worth it...
aiyah don't know lah. ralph lauren is getting to me. prob cause pyjamas likes it.
but anywyayyyy.
today feeels like exams are over.
hah.
i still want to watch mr and mrs smith leh. miss my friend.
and joelle is here! tomorrow lah.

oh man. i had the worse nightmare of my life.
just woke up now cause the phone exploded in my face.
anyway i don't know why i dreamt that after sch me and my clique going to the bugis.
and it was easter...
with zf and my friend. at first only with zf. then my friend wanted to go.
and then it's like it's easter...
anyway don't know why suddenly we appeared there already(but it looks like the airport),
and we don't see my friend.
so me and tracy(my pri sch friend don't know why she became my clique)went together to look for her. and apparently bugis and my sch is like can walk there lah.
my godd..
and i called my friend's hp like crazy and the phone keeps hanging.
like suddenly got mcafee shit. got virus pls. can die.
then i called like crazy until my phone just shut down by itself.
then after that i went home to call her...
and then it's like the first house phone's number don't know why got no numbers only have pics.
all from the bdae board jo, lisa, hsin,ph and fiona give. so there's like machoman's photo there also. my godd.
then i tried and i keep pressing the wrong no so i threw the phone away..
and the 2nd home phone is like i don't really remember but i know i was soooper pissed.
and the 3rd phone i finally called through but it's like my exclassmate picked up the phone and still say what happy easter to me lah! my godd.
then i was like did i call wrong number? and she said she didn't know. so i just tried calling again...
and i called until the phone exploded in my face.
yups. wonder why this kind of wierd dreamm...
sigh. in the end i didn't get to go out with my friend. ahahhahha.

am feeeling sooper tired.
and i reallyyy suck lah.
got no more face to see pyjamas already pls...
SIGH.
i really must study for history..
right now i know that yandabo treaty was sighned in 1926...
HAH. okayy lah. more than that.
studying with jean pok laterr..
anyywayy..
watched batman begins with my family.
nott badd.
hhaha...and bought a nike shirt that's not really a shirt...
it's soopier colourful and hawaiii...
and it's really not cheap at all...
hahah.
anywayy...
i've decided that maybe i shall TRY talking to my friend abt more kinds of stuff..
and not be so restricted...
hopefully can make it lah.
anyway. have fun on tues jamiee!
hahahha.

Your Birthdate: August 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

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have been rotting at home like for a few days.
was supposed to study with louie and wq but wq is really a pig.
anyway, tues has sakae buffet...and i'm really not performing up to standard at all.
sigh. i need to like increase my appetite lah. i cannot cannot let joelle beat me!!
she used to be the worst out of all of us k...
and lisa says that joelle has improved alot...
sigh.
it must be the kind of small eaters i'm hanging ard with right now....
sigh.
but on the other hand...if i eat so much i'll nv be able to lose any weight...
hahaha.
but i really miss them lah.really really.
anyway...i better get down to studying properly...
i've spent my holidays reading the whole set of 5 bks of harry potter.
damn lame i know...but i just can't help it.
can't wait for the new book lah.
it's really boring at home lah.
but i shld be studying...and i don't really want to spend money either...
sucks. and pw really sucks u know...
i think my hair sucks now...the texture is like straw
maybe it's gatsby.
and i like slept the whole day away yesterday lah pls.
hist is like next sat?
i can die lah...
i would be so embarrased to see pyjamas if i do badly...but it's so confusing i can't help it pls.
BLAH.
i wished there was training at least...the i wouldn't spend all my time reading harry potter...
getting pissed with myself.
haha.

gonna have training later.
(:
it's usually q funn lah.
anyway.
sat went shop ard with me friend...
not too bad.
though like not really very fun as usual...
sigh.
anyway, talked to joelle on msn the day before.
and jamie like on the phone.
i think i'm really just a mean girl lah.
seriously.
i'm really evil also and petty and jealous and cannot make it.
and i think i think too much.
actually i don't really know.
lalaal.
phong and louie are back.
sakae buffet soon!
(:
hope everything's gonna turn out fine! (:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

from hsin. who took it from nette i think. HAH. q true...but i don't flirt! :(

jojo:
hi pok. haha. recieved ur sms. and it was q nice...even though i just had a feeling you were sending me a sms cause u have too much phone credits...hmmm...hahah.
anyway. i miss you alot also lahh...and concentrate on your lesssonS! how can u msg during chem lah! hahaha. i'm gonna start studying now. better start. realized that i actually do not have alot of time already..anyway...yesterday was a very happy day! hahaa. read my entry below! hope u're having fun too! anyway...it's save up money for u and lisa's arrival,my friend's bdae,go back to hk campaign! i must start a fund for SPECIAL expenditures...
and i was calculating last night before i slept that ALOT of money is needed...so i think i'll just have to skip lunch or bring food kinda thing...sigh...it's the poverty days! hahah.
no lah. anyway...the only exception would be when i go out with my friend...then i can eat good food. i mean rare chance right. hahah. okok. really long reply to ur sms. u better read this. (:

todayyy was a fun fun dayyy!!
hahah...first outing with jamie and my friend...
hoho.
anyway...we talked like crazy lah.
and we took neoprints.
pls my friend cannnot make it.
seriously.
the last time she took neos were like that time when the ultra pok kind...
the only got one pattern kind?
damn cannot make it right?
but was q cute lah...
i think the photos turned out not bad.
but it's hello kitty loh pls. like helloooo?
anyway...it's stella's favourite lah.
HAH. i shallshow her...
anyway...went airport and showed jamie around...
and we talked alot.
and i'm gonna watch mr and mrs smith!
YAY!
happy day.
anyway. i got to save money to go back hk end of year!!!
sigh...
SAVE MONEY!
then i realized i must save for my friend's bdae...
and pay for so many things...
like save for lisa and jo's arrival for eating days!
and stuff...
sigh....
money is really hard to save lah...
study pls kai. (:
and jamie tooo!

this is just for gloria pok!
I MISS YOU ALOT!!!
haha...
(:(:
really reallyy...how are you?!
anyway...FOOD CLUB!
i really miss you guys alot alot alot now now now!
sigh.
anyway if jamie u read this.
GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW!!!
(:

really really don't feel good at all.
my clique in cj is in a mess...
the food club is like all over the place and australia.
my friend i haven't seen or talked to for ages...
i feel so insecure.
i feel sad.
but anyway training these few days is really tiring lah.
but q fun i think.
i love training...
haha.
jean is a pig.
went her hse today..watched friends.
really really nice.
and funny. shall boring the vcd from her maybe?
HAHA.
really tired today lah.
i miss my friend!!!
ZOO!(:

these few days have been really q nice i guess...at least it wasn't so bad.
and i think lessons were q interesting.
hah. History rocks pls.
and queen kuah is just q cute.
HAH.
anyway...
monday had history and econs. and then subway with andrea s and her classmtates and sally.
then went andrea's hse after going home...to play softball and hockey.
quite fun. haha.
tues was like maths and econs.
maths is really a waste of time lah.that's why i ponned today too.
spilled milo on my skirt pls.ultra yucks.
met louie,phong,phyand dawn at scotts.
ate and i really am so worried about the amount of carbohydrates in my stomach lah. haha.
walked ard and watched magadascar with louie.
it's just a full of shit show lah.
seriously.
talked to jamie on the phone...
and that's abt it i think...
yesterday was jean pok.
the mean green bean? haha. damn lame.
lalala. today is try to do some work day...
sigh.
anywya...i gotta start being thrifty...
moving HOUSE!!!
soon....