oh well.

on the bright side. it's next wk NEXT WEEK that i'll meet the food club and my cousins and relatives. omg. all my favourite ppl in one place. so happy! (:

i'm not q looking forward to camp on mon. cause i think we'll have to get wet(huh), get tanned(ewww), and wear bikini(triple eww). I mean at least that's what they said in the packing list. i'm going to refuse to wear one but they said we have to bring BOTH swim suit and bikini. so q gross right. that means they're for different purposes. I mean i don't really want to be out of place either so now how huh. have to like go for 48 hr liposuction or something.

ok. nvm. enough about swimwear. at least i think i won't be the fattest there. maybe 2nd fattest. ):

i'm so excited for shopping. i hope i find alot of clothes. seriously. and bags.

and weiqi,mel and mary coming for stayover,l word and italian feast(by me!) tomorrow. I hope i won't need to spend too much on the ingredients and hopefully it'll be q nice.

Then it's TWO games on sun.

oh well, busy week!
bye

i'm feeling rather sad and stupid.
i think it's cause i know i could have done so much better.
but i guess i'll get over it. ):

omg omg omg.
i'm rather baffled/upset. do not understand why some ppl can't grow fat even though they eat so much. i need to find out how they do it. ):
well anyway, i'm so tired. but i'm not working today so am q happy. will go back to sleep after this and i think i'll meet phong, cherie and douya later for nancy drew.
i really want to watch the show but i'm a teeny bit apprehensive cause i spend alot this month and i don't want to spend anymore ):

and my mom still has not told me about hk. i need the FINAL confo from her before i buy thi tix. the prices keep rising. think cause of the lack of seats!! oh well. sun had game agst src. we won only 2-0. should have been more i think. but oh well.

and sat was house warming. was q nice. ph, fiona, zesa, jamie and kt came. but felt kinda short. well, everyone left while i talked to jamie somemore while her dad was ironing clothes. rather nice. and we have proceeded to writing snail mail now. i finally received her reply and am going to reply her later in the day i think.

anyway, i thought i was q okay with studying here, since it's like q comfy, no need to trouble too much and it seems to be an interesting enough course and blah blah blah...but i guess these few days i've been thinking more abt it. and i guess at the back of my mind i really really really want an approval still. oh no. please! can that be my birthday present!! but please don't wait til my bdae to give me!!

waiting waiting waiting. yesterday i emailed one of the schs to rush them and i'm damn scared they want to blacklist me already. ):

anyway, sun's sun was soo hot during the game, i think i grew darker. rather saddening. sigh. i'm going to remember to put sunblock this week.

bye.

hello hello hello.

i'm so tired. but i guess i've been q happy.
sat's bbq am going to see ph, fiona, jamie and maybe kt and zesa.
sun game agst src.
work's ending soon!!
will be going bangkok with parents and meeting rest of family!! (: (:
and i THINK i will be able to go back hk with HSIN AND LISA!
i'm soo excited. my mom said as long as it doesn't clash with my other schedules!!
omg so fun.

think the two of them are two of my fav ppl in the world to hang out with and eat. seriously.

it's so exciting. i want to shop til i drop. i'm really excited about the food as well but the thought of putting on weight scares me. oh no. ):

and i want to pay for my ticket myself...but i want to buy a camera ( like for the longest time)...but am not willing to spend so much at a go. so HOW!?

anyway, as i was saying...i'm rather happy but at the back of mind i'm still bothered and slightly sad and stuff but i know i'm good at putting it behind so...

okok. bye.

omg. such an unhappy/unlucky and everything in the world day.

can't wait to go home.

gosh. 60 bucks down the drain. ):

i'm damn damn damn upset and i bet chris wants to kill me right now...

SIGH.

am very sleepy but shall convert it to strength.
will maintain NO moodswing mode.
anyway, am meeting ktan today and wkends coming soon again so am quite happy.

think will call venssa(cousin) one of these days because she'll be going sydney soon and i'm q sad i can't afford(really $$ afford) to go with her. ): I want to get her a present though...but i think i've spent too much this month..

shall not bring so much snacks(even healthy ones) to work tomorrow...cause the more i bring the more i eat. need to control. and YES.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HSIN!! I"M SO SO SO SO SORRY i forgot. love you alot still. REALLY. i swear or else i shall die a hungry death(that's very sad).

okay, nothing much.
post more tomorrow.
bye

i'm going to achieve a state of 'non-moodswing ness'.
i'm quite proud of my new goal.
decided to go abt accomplishing after what belin said.
feel rather energetic now. do not know why.

anyway, maybe i shall be more determined and start a diary like bridget jones. cause yesterday i was reading my blog entries, and memories of things i nv remebered doing came floating back.
that's a rather nice feeling i think.

shall do it soon.really. when i find a nice new notebook.(although i have alot) but i will not count my calories like her. it's too depressing...

yay. it's 6jun already...middle of month coming soon and then end of the month! shall start planning what i should do in jul. (:

am at work.
and am feeling very tired. i hope my brother bothers to fix the internet @ home soon.
well,sat was nothing much...went shopping at ikea to get some accessories for home and ate dinner at some jap restaurant.
Rather okay cause price is reasonable + there's free coffee/tea and ice cream (that has too much air but is still okay cause = less fat and since it's free).

kt is coming back today i think. or one of this few days. kinda miss her cause haven't seen her for q abit.
i think i'm going bangkok end of july with my cousins and their families so i'm rather excited and happy. at least that's something to look forward to. and i'm looking forward also to end of this month so i can stop working and REST. (:

i marinated the rustic ribs yesterday....so i'll cook it today. shall see whether it's successful huh. think i shall bake a chocolate cake cause i haven't baked one for q awhile and belin said she loves it.

my posts are so boring i hope something exciting happens soon. ):