kai is such a damn freaking jealous girl lah!
cannot make it man!
she shld just stop it and die!
HOHO. this reminds me of someone in class. (:
anyway. i look bloody ugly in that cj uni.
yucks lah. i'm like so fat in it!
anyway...goin back for crescentian day wif ph and fiona tomorrow...
shit man. im a freaking ediot.
haha. bleah. dreading wearing my stoopid uniform man! anywya bong arh...
read my tagboard. erm...
today was ultra boring.
and i'm ultra broke...

i'm ultra tired.
anyway had finale today and it was abit boring...
danced with yukchun. and also with liting.
my hse is like pink!
anyway...the class ppl just don't seem to be my wavelength lah.
although they are q funny and nice..
miss bong like shit.
cause it's like i get to see phong in sch and we make an effort to meet.
then like just came back frm town.
went eat subway wif phong and weiqing.
and we like just went taka sq to eat again lah.
i swear we are the ultimate pigs man!
haha. but seriously tired...
sigh. and the uniform is ultra ma fan lah...
shall se how sch goes tomorrow.

hello!
i'm ultra tired and burnt...
had orientation in cj today at sentosa. had like amazing race in the morning and beach games in the afternn.
knew q a few new ppl and stuff.but just like stuck ard with stella and stuff lah.
don't know whehter i'm antisocial abit lah...but i feel like they are sorta not my best of friends kinda thing?
cause they already like know each other...but it's q okay lah. the whole class is talkative and noisy like me. hah.
but i'm real tired.
anyway i'm q okay and happy cause i know in cj i have like phong and wei qing and huihui and moppy they all to hang out with after sch and stuff... and like for cca i will most prob join with liting. so it's not too bad. it's q happy and nice actually. but i really miss tee8 lah.
and i'm damn happy that me liting and rebecca are in the same hse!
HAHA.
i'm damn happy to be in same sch as liting lah. okay fine. i sound ultra sick right?
hoho. like phong and weiqing they all are like my besties in sch now lah.
yay. miss phong lah. i feel like i haven't seen her for very long...
bleah. nvm.
jo where are u lah!
ur blog sucks loh pls. i just read it and it's ultra boring lah
and right. u nv reply my mail!
and phong...ur diaryland forever cannot get in one leh. sucks lah.
bong!!! meet up!

I'm in cj. (:

1stly i appealed to sa.
2nd i appealed to cj.
thirdly.i just came back from kl.
fourthly i bought quite alot of clothes frm there.
5thly i miss my friend.
6th i miss phong.
7th i miss bong.
8th i miss hsin lisa and joelle. (they just come in a package)
9th i miss peihan and fiona.
10th i miss gloria.(:

anyway. i'm just summarising the things that happened.
sort of. haha.
there's like some dumb campfire in aj tomorrow and i'm not gonna go.
cause it's not compulsory. yucks.
my friend said that i shld stop hating the sch and stuff cause i most prob have to stay there...
i guess so too lah. but ...nvm.
anyway. crescentian day on friday. who's going? tell me!
came back from kl. it was boring...but i bought some stuff...
and i appealed to cj.
don't think can get in though...
shit lah. and i nv tell my mom. think she'll kill me if she knows..
anyway...i just feel ultra lost and stuff...someone tell me now whether my appeal is succesful or not! it really feels sucky when u have to wait for some ans..
anyway....my friend is funny and i was very happy to meet up with her on friday!
haha. after q long. she's busy lah. hope she finished whatever she had to do this wkend...
anyway....was q fun to have coffee with phong and weiqing on friday. and faith is q nice too.
lalala. if i really get stuck in aj..or even not stuck lah...u guys must accompany me k!
i just have a real bad feeling i'm gonna have no friends...
blah.
hsin i really hope i can make it lah.
anyway...april's coming. damn fast lah.
oh no. i had alot to post. i just sorta forgot.
i miss cj like mad lah
friday went back and i was like damn happy to see the class ppl!
i felt so at home and stuff.
sch...):

we have telepathy! (:

hey there.
i'm real tired.
aj...don't ask me about it. i just don't like it.
appealed to sa and i hope i get in...
sigh. don't really feel like talking about it again.
hmm....
i miss phong.
i didn't even talk in sch today at all...
sigh.
dreading sch tomorrow.
i bet my mom's gonna come home and scold me.
i feel like complaining to my friend.
but i think she's busy. nvm
i emailed her already.
(:
and bong? call me if u want to talk k?
cj rocks.

MORNING!
i'm in a bleah mood cause i had diarrohea twice this morning...
sucks right.
anyway...i'm in AJ.
ok fine. don't comfort me. haha. i'm not sad anymore...i decided that i shall have a positive attitude towards my new sch...but thing is that I DO NOT KNOW ANYONE in that sch lah.
i just msged liting and she might not be staying there either...damn right.
nvm. shall have a positive attitude that no matter where i go there surely will be fun ppl.
anyway...schs are just damn ma fan lah.
how come have to have this sch good in arts this sch gd in science sorta thing?
sucks pls. bleah. nvm. i shall pray for bong that she gets the course she wants...
i have a little urge to go appeal to somewhere.but i guess i shall just forget it.
and stay where i am.
hmmm...im gonna be in a grey and dark blue skirt soon...
anyway...in case anyone reading this is going aj or whatever....some contacts that i'll know who's going aj...pls tell me!

okay.
haha. today i went to sch to slack and spend the last day together with my classmates in sch.
didn't go for even a single lect and tutorial except lao shi's lesson.
and i swear she likes me. (: ahha. she is damn mean to tyrick...AND...even if she scolds, she only scolds phong and bong. HOHO.
anyway. we ponned sch at 12 instead of leaving at 5...and went eat seoul garden.
was another of our feasting session...but i wasn't really in the eat alot mood lah.
had cramps and stuff...so didn't eat as much as usual...
ate yam ice cream which is damn damn yummy!
oh talking bout ice cream...i watched a documentary on ice cream in america yesterday in travel and living...and watched wild polar bears in animal planet's living in the wild.
sigh. i miss growing up wild...but i think i've seen q alot of animals in perth too.haha
anyway.bong and i were in the singing mood.too bad it's too ex.
i miss hk's green and red box. HOHO.
(:
went airport in the end and then we sat at starbucks to chitchat.
ok. actually we chit chatted all the way..haha. moppy and yukchun were just happily sleeping.
don't get what's with guys...they just DO NOT enjoy chitchatting. /:
then went to see the planes fly off at the viewing gallary!
hoho. usually the airport's my fav place to be lah...but today was just a feel like going home day.
so we went back after awhile. accompanied moppy to citylink mall to sorta buy huiming's stuff and his stuff...ended up we cldn't buy anything lah.
and i was sorta rushing home. haha.
oh. i saw dorcas with mel again. was very happy to see her.
apparently she's going my friend's alma mater!
haha. cause there's softball there..but it's abit far lah..
sigh. softball is damn fun lah! i also wanna join!
was happy to see her. did i mention that already?
haha. that fionne lai lah. goin bangkok. msged her and we are gonna have a 3 person outing when she comes back!
i'm sorta q excited. i mean it's been ages since we've gone out together and stuff...
haha (:
so i went home.
and i jsut spent 1390348238490 hrs doing up the stoopid mp3. i'm sooo pissed caused my comp choose to slow down it's speed at this present pt in time! and i feel so hot and bothered now. bah.
okok. think i'm gonna go back to my rm and enjoy the aircon.
waking up to check results tomorrow and animal planet here i come! (:(:

HAH.
i shall not be modest and say that i think i'm a very nice girl. (:
hah. cause i helped my dearest friends gloria and jx do their templates up!
even though it's not say damn damn nice lah BUT talking abt all these crap is fun.
and i miss them both.
sigh. i feel abit as if i have no more good friends in singapore lah.
and like everyone is busy and stuff..
but i was real glad to chat online with fiona yesterday(:
like after more than a mth.
can't wait to go sch to talk to her on monday.
and hope to say ph too.
and jamie!
if u ever read this.
i know u're a damn busy girl and stuff...but i miss all those long phone calls..
and all the rubbish letters! haha.
have fun in hc!
oh anyway...posting gonna be out on tues.
it's scary for me cause i'm like hoping i don't get posted to aj after all the stuff everyone has been telling me..
maybe i'll go appeal into sa or something...
and i can't wait to go back class on monday!
last day probably...
oh. and i wanna watch hitch again! (: HOHO.

hello.
haha. i'm back frm perth. (: and it's damn damn damn fun.
travelled like along the coast and stayed in a cottage, a caravan, and chalet, and suite.
so like real cool.
bought 3 koala bears and a kangaroo.
damn aussie right? hah. and some easter eggs.
and a fridge magnet that says a lousy friend went perth wa and bought me this lousy magnet...
and aussie postcards.
lots of honey...
2 road signs that says ass off!
1 nike thing...i don't know what it's called...
erm. oh. i have been eating fish and chips everyday.
at least once each day.
and ate lots of pies. and croissants.
the chocolate croissant is like damn damn yummy! and the jesters pie!
don't know whether melboure has. jo and lisa shld go try!
the morning glory and damore is damn nice!
and then...my aunt like cooked everyday...brought all the food in the car.
got steamboat...and steak...damn yummy.
went bee farm. chocolate factory.winery. damn fun.
haha. ate lots of ice cream...
(:(:
haha.
and yummy cheese! (: (:
played with the lamma everyday...it's damn cute! shall put up the photos one day lah huh.
haha. my mom and dad started going mad and they bought lots of quicksilver and roxy stuff...
but i didn't buy anything ):
sick right...
anyway...i'm missing joelle now. loads. haha.
jo if u read this. be touched k. hahha.
oh. and lisa? i've decided to just change the template.haha
thanks anyway!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST LISA!!!

haha. this is to my very very very good friend! happy birthday dearie!
hahahahah. how's aussie for you? and how did u celebrate your birthday?!?!?
oh man...don't u miss me and hsin celebrating your birhtday for you?
lalalala.
anyway...on this really wonderful day...i pray that u will continue loving me, me , me and me!
okok. jkin.
and jojo...hsin! hahaha. plus also u know who la!
winkie!
hahaha.
lalala. hope ur mouth explodes one day for talking TOO much to uhum...
hahah.
anyway...i love u like crap and i just can't can't explain...
yup. DEAREST LISA LEE YEE SHAN!

anyway..today cj like got no sch.
went with class clique to watch hitch. and i tell you...
IT'S JUST DAMN GOOD. damn damn nice. watch it! i wanna watch it again lah!
hahaha.we were like damn mad. met at 8. me and tyrick.
then bong came.
and tt stoopid phong moppy dajie and greg like come so damn late lah!
overslept like crap.
hahha. but halfway i was abit bad mooding and stuff lah...
real sorry.
esp to bong dearest and phong dearsest!
for bad mooding.
but ate ice cream! and felt much better. than sat at m1 to crap...
and met my friend after that! (:
haha. was very happy to see her.
and as usual talk like crap...
and starting updating each other bout all the nonsense in the world.
oh. anyway...i wanna watch a moment to remember!
it's damn damn touching lah!
but anyway...bought a new nalgene bottle.
stoopid phong and her best friend are really cannot make it
haha. they thought i was asking them abt iodine bottle.
really out of pt.
anyway...bought bottle from taka.
and my friend just laughed like crap...
cause apparently i chose the exact same bottle as her.
she didn't tell me. and she was like waiting to see which i wld choose lah.
haha.but she's real funny and love her loads!
hahaah.anyway...walked ard. and ate coffee club.
the mushroom thingy i ate was yucks...
but the spaghetti my friend ate was nice...
anyway. we started getting damn damn lame and she made me teach her crescents' sch song.
haha. and she kept disturbing me i almost forgot.
called crazy fiona who can't can't can't remember the sch song and anyhow mixed it up...
and that jamie ko just arh...damn crap lah. haaha. sang in hc...and i cld here her classmates clapping and shouting encore.
hahha
she's damn cute. miss her! haha
anyway...after that i ate ice cream again. and it's real sick lah. lavendar and orange.
i felt i was like eating soap.
haha. could taste the leaves..

really. hahah
anyway...meeting my friend tomorrow to accompay her to go her sec sch!
haha. anyway...i jsut realized my L1R5 is 12 not 13.
i'm damn lame. just like lisa loh. sigh...hahah

jo! u're damn bad.
u promised to call me on monday and u didn't!!!

anyway.
i'm dumb. bah.
i'm joking. (: not.

results.

actually i was q happy with it and stuff...
then it's like my mom just just JUST make me feel so dumb.
someone. pls tell me SERIOUSLY.
am i that dumb?
she thinks that i'm not really up to jc life.
that i'm a plain slacker that can't study.
and that i'm always waiting for somethihng GOOD to happen to me.
that i should just go poly and get a diploma and that's it.
sorta thing?
i've nv thought of anything other than studying in a u and graduating.
but i really feel q affected.
and my dad was like ur results are actually q bad rite?
i mean. i don't know what to say loh.
even my brother thinks i'm dumb and not performing up to standard.
anyway in case anyone wants to know.
i got 13.
and there' s no pt hiding anything.

eng b3 (sucks right? i know. i never never expected it)
chi a1
humans a1 (this is something that i'm real proud of.yupp.thanks loads to my friend who made it possible)
higher chinese a2 (ok. this is something like out of this world. and i'm shocked even til now.and i guess i owe it all to my friend for this.really.)
bio a2
emaths a2 (it's q bad right...nvm)
chem b3
amaths b3 (this is ALLL thanks to my dearest dearest MRS GEK. i mean i'm an ediot at maths. look at my previous results lah...)

so it's like i'm satisfied enough for 3 of my subjects. chinese is like a duh. since i took it last year. but it's not in my L1R5...so yah.

i don't know what to say lah.
i'm damn damn damn confused.
but anyway...6 ppl went sch today. noone in my class is taking arts i think.
so it's like i'm going to sch for crap stuff.
wasn't really feeling well today.
but anyway...yesterday went out with my friend.
had a drink at raffles place tcc. lovely place.
really. shld go. it has the cutest cows in the world..so yah...when u guys go there u will know why i love it lah k.haha.
had this mighty joe young drink.
then we walked to find this pasta place. q yummy. but i guess i was too full after that really heavy drink. so ate halfway...
then we went cityhall to try to find waterbottle.
but everything was closed.
so yah. took train with her back and i just suan bianed went airport.
yup. that's abt it. it was fun. loved and missed talking to her.
haha. had lots of laughs. can't describe.
meeting her again on friday as we couldn't find a shop to buy the bottle. and she was real nice bout it. yup. saw dorcas yesterday at citylink drinking coffee with melissa.
yup. sometimes. i just can't help feeling sad.
bout things that can nv be gotten back again.
but anyway...i've decided that i'm gonna be real hardworking.
anyway, ms lee is like real cute.
aft sch today she grabbed and made me talk to her for 1 hr outside the staff room.
she's real nice to talk to.
and i'm glad she trusts me.
(: