yesterday was a rather happy day. (:

nothing much in the morning. well, mainly i just met zf for dinner and we talked q alot. like it was good cause we used to be q close and stuff...then we stopped talking... for don't know what reason. but before met yesterday, was rather scared will be awkward and stuff. and this zesa kept laughing, but ended up it was rather light hearted, funny and q happy. and the best is we both thought so. and she's so nice somemore okay. she sent me to bus stop and waited for bus with me. hahahaha.

oh well, and it's happy today cause i'll meet hy for dinner, and then it's WEEKENDS! i'm really rather happy. somemore sunday is gossip day with zesa. !!

okay, bye. think will try to cook my rustic ribs this wkend.

hello lisa.
good question. as i said. thinking about the whole hk thing makes me feel upset. i realized that cause everytime i think about it properly it affects my mood alot, i get depressed and i start giving attitudes to people.

so whoever has got it from me (mainly my parents and ppl at the office- who will all not see this) i'm really sorry.

watching miami ink now. I kinda like Kat. even though she's tattoo girl. i mean i'm not agst people with tattoos. but i just don't really like it? but this Kat from Miami Ink reminds me of my cousin Kat. hahah. random.

It's 24May now. i guess starting from here everything will just go by really quickly? Phong's birthday tomorrow, moving on sat, game on sunday...then it's going to be end of the month soon.

Went to see the house yesterday, and i think the kitchen's my favourite room. It's not like super high tech or anything but i just really like it. can't wait to try out the new oven.

hmm...i hope grandma blesses me though...please please please...

bye.

hello.
watching this bobby chin show. think he's really retarded. rather funny actually. well, anyway, sun's game agst hollandse was rather good cause we won 7-0 even though we still had 20 mins of game and they forfeited it/the umpires cancelled it cause of their lack of sportsmanship and refusal to accept the fact they lost. i bet they were just very very embarrassed because the girls are only like 15 years old? and much smaller in size pls.

oh well. i was feeling rather sad the other day, so i think i'd try to be nicer to everyone and control my temper. think it shows too obviously on my face and actions and that's not good.

anyway, i think i'm starting to gradually get more tuned to the fact that i'm going to study in spore. in nus. i guess i'm rather pysched about the course, but as you know...i have to get over alot of things like dreams and blah blah blah. i don't think most ppl will understand. at least so far, anyone who's older than me doesn't understand. but oh well. doesn't matter.

moving house on sat. i'm rather excited actually.

and hsin!! oh my god. she's so brave and cool! going sydney to study baking. like gosh. i'm excited for her. (:

ok, i have got nothing much to say, just that i shall attempt to lose some weight and save some money. ATTEMPT.

okay. bye/

hello. it's 847 in the morning and i'm going to work soon.
i told my boss yesterday i'm going to stop working end of this mth, so i guess that's it. don't know whetehr i'll regret though...cause like what if i don't have money to spend during the hols? hahaa. i think i'll go find something light hearted and you know less tiring and time consuming to do...

anyway, i'll have to pack up and clean up my new house....so i guess that's something to do. and i can try out the new oven. (:

oh well, i kinda wished this month would pass quickly...i guess it would. had training yesterday, am i'm q tired. training again tomorrow. my life's q boring.
oh well...okay, bye.

am rather pissed off with ntu you know.
actually more specifically this stupid ntu who takes calls. like waliao. take calls=service industry right. talk until as if i owe her something and make me sound so dumb.gosh
just wanted to check whether they've recieved my new address cause they didn't reply me or acknowledge it!! tsk.

and the french calss is also killing me softly. feel so cheated. now they're going to push back the lessons for like 3 weeks. what if i'm not free in aug huh!
that stupid woman. before i registered she called like all the time to ask me to go odown to make payment...and sound so friendly. yesterday when i called to get back a refund cause i'm so pissed...she just never call me back. waliao.

i think i'm working too hard and feeling too stressed. i don't think i want to work anymore!!!
but i don't know what i'm going to do when i stop working. and also...the thought of having no income makes me feel sad. i think i'm rather a materialistic person. but i guess there's no harm as long as you don't hurt anyone right.. i mean it's not like i'll choose money at the expense of people around me and stuff like that right...

so anyway, i just realized saufung is studying in hku now!!! i'm going to ask her to tell me more...

next to my holiday plans. i might be going perth in july with my mom and dad to visit my sick aunt. kathleen and i want to go sydney to accompany our homesick cousin....and i might be going bkk end july. so i got to plan my time properly and see how...

okok. i'm not working today. going to go cj to collect my cert and meet phong to slack..i'm q happy because i've been feeling so sick lately( as in not sick sick but just upset and uncomfortable) i think the break would be good. yesterday i was in such a bad mood i almost wanted to tell my boss i want to quit immediately.

I'm q upset cause it has shown me that i can't control my emotions. ): have to work on that. okay, lisa you say you'll call me!! hahahah.
bye

am rather pissed off with ntu you know.
actually more specifically this stupid ntu who takes calls. like waliao. take calls=service industry right. talk until as if i owe her something and make me sound so dumb.gosh
just wanted to check whether they've recieved my new address cause they didn't reply me or acknowledge it!! tsk.

and the french calss is also killing me softly. feel so cheated. now they're going to push back the lessons for like 3 weeks. what if i'm not free in aug huh!
that stupid woman. before i registered she called like all the time to ask me to go odown to make payment...and sound so friendly. yesterday when i called to get back a refund cause i'm so pissed...she just never call me back. waliao.

i think i'm working too hard and feeling too stressed. i don't think i want to work anymore!!!
but i don't know what i'm going to do when i stop working. and also...the thought of having no income makes me feel sad. i think i'm rather a materialistic person. but i guess there's no harm as long as you don't hurt anyone right.. i mean it's not like i'll choose money at the expense of people around me and stuff like that right...

so anyway, i just realized saufung is studying in hku now!!! i'm going to ask her to tell me more...

next to my holiday plans. i might be going perth in july with my mom and dad to visit my sick aunt. kathleen and i want to go sydney to accompany our homesick cousin....and i might be going bkk end july. so i got to plan my time properly and see how...

okok. i'm not working today. going to go cj to collect my cert and meet phong to slack..i'm q happy because i've been feeling so sick lately( as in not sick sick but just upset and uncomfortable) i think the break would be good. yesterday i was in such a bad mood i almost wanted to tell my boss i want to quit immediately.

I'm q upset cause it has shown me that i can't control my emotions. ): have to work on that. okay, lisa you say you'll call me!! hahahah.
bye