results.

actually i was q happy with it and stuff...
then it's like my mom just just JUST make me feel so dumb.
someone. pls tell me SERIOUSLY.
am i that dumb?
she thinks that i'm not really up to jc life.
that i'm a plain slacker that can't study.
and that i'm always waiting for somethihng GOOD to happen to me.
that i should just go poly and get a diploma and that's it.
sorta thing?
i've nv thought of anything other than studying in a u and graduating.
but i really feel q affected.
and my dad was like ur results are actually q bad rite?
i mean. i don't know what to say loh.
even my brother thinks i'm dumb and not performing up to standard.
anyway in case anyone wants to know.
i got 13.
and there' s no pt hiding anything.

eng b3 (sucks right? i know. i never never expected it)
chi a1
humans a1 (this is something that i'm real proud of.yupp.thanks loads to my friend who made it possible)
higher chinese a2 (ok. this is something like out of this world. and i'm shocked even til now.and i guess i owe it all to my friend for this.really.)
bio a2
emaths a2 (it's q bad right...nvm)
chem b3
amaths b3 (this is ALLL thanks to my dearest dearest MRS GEK. i mean i'm an ediot at maths. look at my previous results lah...)

so it's like i'm satisfied enough for 3 of my subjects. chinese is like a duh. since i took it last year. but it's not in my L1R5...so yah.

i don't know what to say lah.
i'm damn damn damn confused.
but anyway...6 ppl went sch today. noone in my class is taking arts i think.
so it's like i'm going to sch for crap stuff.
wasn't really feeling well today.
but anyway...yesterday went out with my friend.
had a drink at raffles place tcc. lovely place.
really. shld go. it has the cutest cows in the world..so yah...when u guys go there u will know why i love it lah k.haha.
had this mighty joe young drink.
then we walked to find this pasta place. q yummy. but i guess i was too full after that really heavy drink. so ate halfway...
then we went cityhall to try to find waterbottle.
but everything was closed.
so yah. took train with her back and i just suan bianed went airport.
yup. that's abt it. it was fun. loved and missed talking to her.
haha. had lots of laughs. can't describe.
meeting her again on friday as we couldn't find a shop to buy the bottle. and she was real nice bout it. yup. saw dorcas yesterday at citylink drinking coffee with melissa.
yup. sometimes. i just can't help feeling sad.
bout things that can nv be gotten back again.
but anyway...i've decided that i'm gonna be real hardworking.
anyway, ms lee is like real cute.
aft sch today she grabbed and made me talk to her for 1 hr outside the staff room.
she's real nice to talk to.
and i'm glad she trusts me.
(: