sigh.
thinking abt things make me fee pissed.
reallyy.
suppposed to go back crescent with jo they all tomorrow but not sure whether we're still going back.
anywyay...
i'm q affected u know.
i really hope u'll treat me nicer.
this really feels like all the other time when i just lost a friend JUST like that.
reallyy. maybe u're really busy?
but i still hope u'll at least talk to me?
i wished there were times when u would call me or msg me or at least msn? to talk abt things bothering you. i wish i was part of ur life. at least abit. i wish i could do all those heart wrenching. tiring stuff that u have to do everyday, the nonsense u get everyday you know...i wish i could.
if it would help you.
but nope. u won't share with me.
nope. u like to pangseh me.
and yes.i'm inexistent maybe.
sometimes u treat me nice. and i think otherwise.
but many a time i feel like i can't take it.
maybe you should at least tell me. so that i would stop lying to myself.
that i actually do have a place somewhere in ur heart. dat actually. we are friends.
tsk lah. maybe we're not.
maybe it's just what i hope it would be.
and thanks for making me not able to watch mr and mrs smith.