i wonder whether all the very amusing scenarios we see in movies really happen in real life.
also, i wonder whether there's like such a thing as a mind reader.
sometimes i really hope that ppl would just tell others exactly what they feel and stuff? i don't know i always do it and i guess maybe it's just not everybody's thing and i can understand.
anyway. kt recived my halloween card. so yay. she said thanks for the 'little surprise'. haha.
anyway, these few days i have unconsciously been talking to sharon, and hui hui and phong abt ppl. and all have kinda convinced me that it doesn't really matter what the other party thinks as long as you think so it's good enough. haha. i'm sorry it doesn't make enough sense. but yes lisa and jo (cause i know u guys read my blog) it's about whoever you think i'm talking about.
haha.
been studying in class with my class palz and it's been okay i guess. today i learnt how to play german bridge and yesterday we played frisbee with the butter cookies can cover.

anyway. back to unrelented blabbering.
sharon told me today that sometimes we just have to give even though we know that it's not 'worth it' in a sense. as long as we cherish it enough. cause i was super determined to just forget that we were close (i'm not talking bout kt btw to all my friends), but i thought bout kt and i realized that what she said made sense. but i still don't know how much i want to cont maintaining this whole thing. cause it's super draining, tiring.
i really don't know why i'm talking like that. it's gross and complainy.
anyway, i still want to do overseas volunteer work. anyway has anything to recommend?
oh ya. i was thinking of my wedding today. i'm sorry. i don't know why i skipped so many steps and thought bout that. (cause i still don't have a bf, even worse i don't even like anyone ) goodness.
bye. alevels sooooooooon.